i want to lead the high life too.
this is so depressing. i have to kiss goodbye to fun. all the way till november 21st. im not ready yet. and im scared outta my wits. really. i have been having nightmares lately. it's terrifying.
ive got 2 days mc so im not in school today. that means i have to catch up on what happened today tomorrow. im not ready, im not ready for all this.
im not ready, im not ready at all.
i planned my study timetable and it's so damn packed cos there's not enough time left to prelims. i have nightmares that i'll screw up my A levels. you know what if i did, i would really kill myself. (just a thought there no worries) i know that i'll cry everyday when the time comes cos i'll feel so inadequate.
all i have to do now, is to just study. andrew's going bangkok from fri to sun, hooray to less distractions. i wish i could disengage myself from him to study (like what happened in sec 4). i wish i got sick of him.